| Sunday, January 18th, 2004 |
| 8:38 pm |
I dont go on the computer very much and when i do i usually spend it playing online poker cuz im good at it. its like an addiction. well i havent written in a while. i got engaged on new years. i love my fiancee. i want to get married and have babies and moe to california one day. im already looking for my dress. i know what i want but i cant seem to find it anywhere so i have decided to make it myself. i will buy a sewing machine and do it myself. i just hope my boobs dont get any bigger or ill trouble fitting into it. lol. i have made a resolution to eat healthier and lose weight. i have stopped drinking coke and anything carbonated related as well as stop eating chocalate for at least a month. i stopped drinking coke before for two months and i lost 30 pounds. i have been doing this for three days now. im craving it. i really am. i had a bad withdrawel headache at work yesterday. the othewr things going on is CRAMPS. YES CRAMPS. LADIES GET IT ONCE A MONTH AND ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS. they need to go away and not hurt. well i dont really have anything else to say so i will try to make a weekly update of my no coke cola and chocalate cravings, but i cant have. Current Mood: optimistic |
| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 |
| 1:41 am |
Whats wrong?
i clean and clean and clean and still the house is trashed. i cant swallow pills and yet i get uti's a lot. My back and stomach still hurt and im scared that it will never go away. i dont like going to school. i want to be rich and famous. I want to act. I want my boyfriend not to be horny and depressed almost 24 hours a day. he pisses me off and trashes the house yet he never helps clean or says hes sorry. i love him but i dont like him flirting online. at work im never apreciated for the hard work i do. whats wrong? everything. maybe someday it will be better. maybe some day soon. Current Mood: sad |
| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
| 3:37 am |
i hurt josh
i love josh so much. im sorry for the wrong and the hurt i caused him. im sorry for everything i have done wrong. im sorry for throwing fits. im sorry for yelling. im sorry. please forgive me. |
| Thursday, October 23rd, 2003 |
| 11:47 pm |
Cubs lost as everyone know. Big dissapointment. right now my boyfriend is bugging me for sex. hes horny as hell and wont leave me alone. hess humping me at this time. hes a dog that needs neutering. gotta go cant write verywell with him humoping me. |
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
| 10:10 pm |
I love the cubs. Right now the cubs are playing against the marlins. It 3-0 7th inning. Im from Florida so i should love the marlins. I do. Only when they dont play the cubs. My moms family is from Chicago. She's a white sox fan. Im going to write more later but right now i want to watch the rest of the game. This is my very first entry thanks to my boyfriends friend, megan, who is his ex-girlfriend. Josh wanted me to add the ex-girlfriend part by the way. Current Mood: excited |